I love the start of a new year. The idea of a fresh start, new beginnings, and another chance to have a great year are always so appealing to me. For most people, we take the opportunity to set goals for what we want out of the year and maybe think about who we want to be and how we want to have grown by the time we reach the end of 2019. But despite the excitement of what the new year will bring, I'm finding myself in the same spot I've been so many years before - plagued